tell me i can make this day last forever 
that i can freeze time on that one beach, 
for that one moment, and do it over and
over again, always. 
tell me i don’t have to lose.

i couldn’t have made this up if i tried
and yet somehow i wish i  had
because dreams are easier to part with
and suddenly it’s like i can’t breathe. 

this is stupid, this is masochistic,
but you’re so real and i’m so sure
and quietly i’m tearing down all my walls 
so you can see every inch of me 

so here is my shoreline 
you can have every acre, love.
just promise the trade winds
will bring you back to me.  

And today I’m middle eastern (Taken with Instagram at Avenue Six)

Very 80s indeed <3 (Taken with instagram)

I’m feeling very 80s today (Taken with instagram)

you should just know 
that i may not be the same person
when the morning comes
as i was the night before

sometimes the drive changes me
sometimes it’s for the best. 

(Source: playcracktheskyyyyy)

(Source: owsely, via tender-kisses)

All done :) (Taken with Instagram at Yuki Sharoni Hair Salon)

Hair modeling job. Happy Monday! <3 (Taken with Instagram at Yuki Sharoni Hair Salon)

words i’ve often played back in my 
mind are “good thing love is an
etch-a-sketch. too bad love is an
etch-a-sketch.” mostly because i’ve 
never really heard anything more true.

that’s the hard thing to learn about 
love, any kind of love, is that it
goes away and starts over and changes
and adjusts. it cannot always stay
the same as people do not stay the same.

but i have been forever altered.
they say you get your concepts of relationships 
from your parents. if “they” are right 
then i am screwed.

my mother loved my father no matter 
how terrible the wounds he inflicted
no matter how great the betrayal.
my mother loves my father still even
after twenty-five years in silence. 
she just learned to fight back, for
perhaps the very first time.

and that is the way i’ve always loved
until i cannot love any more. until i feel
like my heavy heart has fallen right out
of my chest and sometimes that seems 
a feat of strength but today i’m not so sure.

today i think i might be better off
a little weaker and with a slightly smaller 
heart.  

(Source: youcometofinishmeoffsweetheart)